Lottery - Indifference

Tittle change.


The Damage of lack of change one way or the other.

A "Lottery" experience.

Most people experience a time when they think everything is fine possibly perfect when its not. Take relationships for examples. In relationships u could think you are with the right person, the one that makes you happy. Going threw life easily and interested in everything that's around you. Then one day everything comes crashing down from a conflict with the mate. Conflicts come from anything they cheat, you cheat, fights with family. Lost of trust with each other happens but you figure you will just break it off and that would be the end. Next thing that happens they are taking you to court, claims of rape, beating or just to try and steal your money. The world around you comes crashing down only Because u tried to love the wrong person. All your left thinking is it isn't fair.

The link between "The Lottery" and "The Perils of Indifference".

All the cities and towns in "The lottery" did the lottery so it wasn't different in any of the towns. Every location were this was held, every one acted the same as the other. when it started everyone gathered rocks and waited to be called to take there slip. Each person went up and took a ticket there expression never changed. The climate didn't matter, and the time of day didn't matter. These people didn't really care about anything other then to get there ticket, they didn't even know all the rules to what was to happen. All they remembered was take a ticket, and stone the one who gets the dot. The main connection to the two stories was that it was indifferent to who got the dot. The children and husband of the mother who got stoned had no effect in them, they killed her as if she was nothing to them. No motive and no threat, just a big game of Russian roulette.

Troubles In Learning

Being a child you dont know too much about the world. Your innocent, young and unknowing, as you grow up you will learn about the problems of the world. Starting small then getting bigger as you get older.
Do you have to deal with all the problems when you are taught about them? I believe that one person does not have to deal with the problem right away, but over time you would have to deal with a form of it. Life would have to be compatible with the problem in order to go on thew it. You would not have to fix the problem completely, most problems are too big to even try and fix. All problems when learned about deserve to be thought about thorally.

Random

This feeling is like no other. The rush it gives me as well as the depression. I'm that close to being on my own, starting my own life, but that close to being able to turn to no one for guidance.

In my own world i am a journey man learning the skills of control, self control and control of daily events. Looking back on my life i see that i haven't grown up that much. I'm the same as i was before just in a bigger body still learning how to do the same old things. I keep asking does life really change at all. If u move to a new location does anything really change, you still have the people u like and the people that u don't as well , as people with power and people u have power over. Everything may look different but is that all it is; is it only a different look but the same thing.

Sitting here in my room is a curse to me. It's not easy being a guy with deep thoughts when every one thinks guys are pointless at that sort of thing. I ponder about what could have been in the past and what maybe in the future. I end up fearing the future alot because i know that it cant be possible to be easier then the past. The feeling of not having the control to face life head on in all sorts of ways. All i know is the best way to beat life is to make alliances, these people are my friends and i don't know who i would be if i didn't have them.